danel

Woohoo! k takde pape acterlii..

2010-10-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

K CHECK THIS OUT..

THIS IS WHAT WE CALL..

JAM.

IYA BUKAN HANYA JAM BIASA.. TETAPI...

IYA ADALAH..

JAM TANGAN..

JAM YANG DIPAKAI..

DI.. TANGAN ANDA..

TAPI.. YANG NAK PAKAI ADALAH..

SAYA..

BUKAN ANDA..

SAYA..

ANDA FAHAM?

OLEH ITU..

JAM YANG MANA PATUTKAH SAYA MEMAIKANYA?

a) Casio Edifice

b) Casio Edifice Black Edition

c) G-SHOCK riseman

d) G-Shock GA 110

BLUE OR GREEN..

Please tell me aite. =)

via msn or facebook..

Pulau Ubin 2010

2010-03-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

The long awaited day had finally arrived! It felt as if we had been waiting for years. Sir Azam, our English teacher, had organized a special trip for us Sec 4s, Sec 5s and Pre-U students to Pulau Ubin. We were assigned to clean up the beach there, create a blog regarding the trip, and the most important of all, to have a whole lot of fun! We were really loaded for a bear as we were already informed of what to expect there. Although buses were scheduled for us at school to transport us to Changi jetty, we decided to proceed directly to the jetty as we were bringing our own bicycles along.

10.15 am

We were queuing eagerly for our ferry ride to our destination. Even though we had been to Ubin for several times before, we could sense that it would be a totally different experience going with our schoolmates. That Thursday morning was filled with nothing but exhilarating atmosphere. We were also distributed a packet of nasi lemak/sambal goreng for our meal later on sponsored by our beloved Sir Azam. =)

As we were busy chatting about the activities we were going to do later on, our ride arrived. It was just a 7 minutes journey.

As soon as we stepped foot on the island, we started to capture some pictures at the welcoming sign. While the others were busy renting their bikes, we were already on our way to the village wanting to pose at the kampung houses with our baju Kurung on.

10.30 am

This two pictures(which are the same) has a well by the side of the house where all the water that villagers use are taken mostly from here.

The shops that we passed by along our way..

A house above the sea. Can't find that in Singapore huh? =)

Next, we cycled in groups towards the beach capturing photos with the beautiful nature along the way. The interesting part of the route was the uphill’s and downhill’s. A mini race was always declared amongst us whenever a hill was spotted. The journey was quite a distant, so we had a few checkpoints to regenerate our energies. Our first checkpoint was at Murai where we have our snacks and a 5 minutes break.

Everything was going fine until Mujahid's bicycle chain dislocated. Four of us stayed back to lend a hand. We managed to fix it; however, we were left far behind by the group. We tried catching up but soon found out that we were on the wrong track. For about 30 minutes we rounded in circle when we finally came across another lost group consisting Mdm Hidayu and Sir Mustaffa. By the time, we were all ran out of water. We were harshly exhausted.

11.05 am

The seniors were trying their best to lead us to the beach. We cycled exhaustively for about 20 minutes more when we reached the upper part of the hill called Jalan Noordin. Finally....we made it to the Kampung Noordin beach!! The air up there was so refreshing! Not to mention the admirable scenery of the trees, fluffy clouds and the clear blue sea. With hornbills flying around and the absence of bustling traffic was just making the place more perfect. It possesses such a harsh beauty that our energies were magically rejuvenated!

We posed around for photo taking, threw some rocks into the sea(fun!), and had our breakfast before resuming our journey.12 noon

Washing my hands with sea water. *that's unusual for a city boy.. =p

Not only we went to Pulau Ubin to have fun, we also did some community work; picking up litters by the beach.

After knowing the beach is clean. It's time for us to shoot some photos by the beach. =D

Teacher Abd Rahman..

Mr. Azam

Not only us that were chilling by the sea.

Some Mongrels are lazing around as well

The trip was halfway through and we already had so much fun..

We even had new experience. Some even fall from their bicycles and injure themselves.

We stumbled upon this sign, and all of us took a break and refill our water bottles here.

Most people only know that Pulau Ubin is just a village but, there is more in Pulau Ubin if YOU try to discover by yourself. For me, I found this "lagoon" which has alot of activities that we could do, such as rock climbing, swimming, and even party.

Next Stop was Chek Jawa. This is the furthest place that we went. Knowing only a few would want to go as the place was at the far end of Pulau Ubin.

Chek Jawa is a visitor centre and the beauty of the Chek Jawa can be enjoyed by the board walk. Therefore all of us parked our bicycles here and went for a long walk.

The information Counter.

I was asking on how to go to the boardwalk and also the best view that we can get which is the The Viewing Tower.

The viewing tower!

The board walk.

Inside this house are some information about the history of Pulau Ubin.

We did not manage to went in because of the time. It was already 2pm.

On our back to the Jetty, he met with an accident. Amir Hamzah has leg cramps and we had to wait for him. After that, the clouds turn grey and started to drizzle.

All of us ran and left our bicycles for shelter. I contacted Mr.Azam and there was no answer.

I called Teacher Samaniah and she said, there's no more students in Pulau Ubin. All of them had went back to Singapore. We were left all by ourself here. The rain did not stop and time was running out as all of us have not done our zuhur prayers. We came out with a plan. Amir Hamzah and 6 others guys took the taxi(which is a van) back to the jetty. While me(danial), Najib, Syed and Fairuzee took our bicycles and continue our journey back to Jetty as we thought, this would be the greatest experience ever. And it did! Cycling along the muddy tracks while raining heavily, only god knows how fun it was for us. Not only that, we also discover new places such as this Quarry below here. This picture costs us $2.50 as we were abandoned by our teachers and had to pay our boat rides by ourself.

Overall I must say that it is a pretty good short getaway for us

from the buzzing and hustling of the city (:

It was a really memorable experience for the both of us.

We would like to go there again one day and explore the more about Pulau Ubin

Pulau Ubin 2010
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2010-03-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

2010

2010-01-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

Arghh! I post this because its 2010!!!

the year that also has another meaning, which is.. O LEVELS !!

Im so freaking hate my weekly programmes!

I dont have much time to relax or rest like the previous years.

My monday, after school which is after 3, Arabic tuition.

BUT!! on tuesday! 7.30-3 school hours as usual, extra class for commerce till 5.

ON WEDNESDAY! school as usual and physics till 5++

On thursday! pheww! can go back home early but then, have somethings to do.. later i'll mention below..

On friday! haha. i guess the same as thursday.

Saturday! 9.30-2.30 AAM. 3-6 arabic tuition..

Sunday.. 10.30-12.30 tahfiz.

And those free time usually i've to do my own studying of chem and physics and commerce which i started this year to learn and i have TONS of topics to cover!

haha.

i wish i could stop time. xD

k thats all for this year's post i guess?>? hahaha.

salam alaik. hehehe

2010-01-22T21:04:00.001+08:00

Well, found this on my lappy.

Kinda forgot to upload it.

Sorry Syaheed leng, mateen, umar, zhaf.

Here's a video that we've done for our english project.

ermm.. enjoy.

arghh!

2009-11-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

I simply dont understand.

Everything that i do.. Even knowing that i passed my exam..

She wont and cant be happy at all for me.

Not a single word of "good for you" or anything to cheer me up but All she did was making me feel miserable till it made me cried.

Im seriously speechless.

I didnt thought or imagined this thing would come to me.

Im really speechless, god.

Its like i dont belong to this family anymore.

The way she treated me just now.. I just cant believe it.

Ya Allah, kuatkan lah imanku ya Allah..

Ya Allah, aku perlu bimbinganmu Ya Allah,

ku harap akan menjadi seorang yg lebih baek insya Allah.

Ameen ya Robbal Alamin

:'))

Bday Gift. xD

2009-11-08T16:50:00.003+08:00

My Bday Gift from my siblings!

haha..

Ok nothing much to post..

The picture below is random.

Specs: Afeef's

Place: Bustop

Hoody: Fox

Cake?? random.. xD

I would like to thank my sis, sis, brother for the bday gift. xD

cant wait to try it on! =D

hmm

2009-10-19T22:36:00.005+08:00

ok. i know i shudn't be using the comp to post a blog. but then. something fun happened today. so YeaH!.. HAHA. today was my paper 2 irk and it was kinda easy as i did it without any need to think. xD like its all in my head and i let it all out. xD best kan?

kk. after the paper, me and my friends went to KFC for our so called "makan tengah hari".

then we depart to our separate destinations and left me najib shazly and zhufar.

we took the bus from tiong bahru straight to bedok, tampines and pasir ris.

so the best part. i didnt know till maghrib.

mum and dad told me we're going to eat outside to celebrate ur bday they said.

so i was like alaa besok exam ar..

but still, dad really wants me to follow.

ikot laa ape lagik.

so kite pegi tampines 1.. kedai FISH.

entah laa first2 ingat kedai ape seh FISH??

but then.. after reaching.. fuuuh..

speechless uhh. xD

here are some of the pics..

Then suddenly the workers there came and brought a cake.

and yeah BUNGA API!! xD hahaha

they all sing me a bday song and wish me sume..

gave me a bday card..

and took pictures..

So this was it. my 18th bday celebration with Family.

besok exam quran!

gotta revise now! =D

hehe

A story to share with.

2009-09-19T06:53:00.001+08:00

Wake up for Fajr prayers.

A man woke up early in order to pray the Fajr Prayer at the masjid. He got dressed, made his ablution and was on his way to the masjid. On his way to the masjid, the man fell and his clothes got dirty. He got up, brushed himself off, and headed home. At home, he changed his clothes, made his ablution, and was, again, on his way to the masjid. On his way to the masjid, he fell again and at the same spot! He, again, got up, brushed himself off and headed home. At home he, once again, changed his clothes, made his ablution and was on his way to the masjid. On his way to the masjid, he met a man holding a lamp. He asked the man of his identity and the man replied I saw you fall twice on your way to the masjid, so I brought a lamp so I can light your way.' The first man thanked him profusely and the two were on their way to the masjid. Once at the masjid, the first man asked the man with the lamp to come in and pray Fajr with him. The second man refused. The first man asked him a couple more times and, again, the answer was the same. The first man asked him why he did not wish to come in and pray. The man replied, 'I am Satan (devil/evil)'The man was shocked at this reply. Satan went on to explain, 'I saw you on your way to the masjid and it was I who made you fall. When you went home, cleaned yourself and went back on your way to the masjid, Allah forgave all of your sins. I made you fall a second time, and even that did not encourage you to stay home, but rather, you went back on your way to the masjid. Because of that, Allah forgave all the sins of the people of your household .. I was AFRAID if i made you fall one more time, then Allah will forgive the sins of the people of your village , so i made sure that you reached the masjid safely!'So do not let Satan benefit from his actions. Do not put off a good that you intended to do as you never know how much reward you might receive from the hardships you encounter while trying to achieve that good.

break fast at popeye's

2009-09-16T22:21:00.008+08:00

Well, today has its ups and downs. Faraidh paper was cancelled. Then most of the periods were all revising. Nothing much was going on during school hours. Reach home at around 4, took a nap and woke up at 5.30. Meet up Zul and Hakim at changi airport for our break fast at popeye's. Right after that, we prayed and Zul wanna buy chocolates. So we went to the cocoa tree and bought his chocs. Right after that, we went to terminal 3 to take the mrt and guess what.. We saw this F1 simulator race from distance. haha. Hakim was like, eh ade game lah. xD And yeah we did went there. And to our amazed, it’s free and they even take a picture of us ALL FOR FREE! Haha! We played the simulator and it was FUUUN! the game was so real-life that makes us wanna play more than one lap. haha. kk. i drag there. ermm. then we took the train to geylang and went to "kedai songkok".. then took the bus back home. =D

pictures during ramadhan. xD

2009-09-13T23:20:00.004+08:00

picture was taken after NOP.

haha.

Sorry pek! xD

(mcm mayat eh?) xD

Breaking fast with Sheikh Ahmad, Sufi, Ammar, APek.

Haha. Gotcha!

Break fast with Zul Hakim!

Swensens..

With my Family at Haagen Dazs.

Not smiling; currently having fever.

Buke di Nando's

2009-09-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

Break fast at nando's.

It aint that spicy.. Masin tu ade uh.. xD

hehe. well that's all i think. =))

will be updating more pics in the upcoming post.

see ya!

Ramadhan Kareem

2009-09-12T00:35:00.006+08:00

So 3 weeks of fasting has passed.

I wanna share to the readers out there.

A verse from the Quran,

"The Night of Power is better than a thousand months"

-Al-Qadr:3

The Prophet said:

"Whoever prays during the night of QADR with faith

and hoping for its reward,

will have all of his previous sins forgiven."

(Sohih Bukhari and Muslim)

crazy legs..

2009-08-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

Soccer Revolution - The most amazing videos are a click away

speechless..

2009-08-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

woo! found this on facebook.

and i cant stop listening to them sing!

check it out.

audrey's 16 and gamal's 18.

selling off my hoody.

2009-07-28T00:17:00.003+08:00

Foxmen hoody.

Used.

Size L

reason for selling, got myself a new hoody.

On sale! haha ~

video. 2009

2009-07-03T23:19:00.006+08:00

Well, found this on my lappy.

Kinda forgot to upload it.

Sorry Syaheed leng, mateen, umar, zhaf.

Here's a video that we've done for our english project.

ermm.. enjoy.

2009-06-30T00:40:00.001+08:00

"The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident."

-Sir Hugh Seymour Walpole (1884-1941) English Novelist, Critic, Dramatist

thanks bro!

2009-06-12T23:30:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night at around 9pm, i was using the comp as usual. Then suddenly, my brother asked, "boy, boy takde jam kan? nak beli tak? kite pegi mustaffa." And so i asked, "why you wanna buy me a watch?" he replied, "you and hana passed exams, tak nak abg belikan?" then i said, "eh nak uhh abeh" And yeah, that was it. We went to mustaffa, browse alot of watches. Adidas, Esprit, Guess, Nike, etc. And most of them are kinda expensive, yg murah cuma yg common jek. Then i told myself, i kinda miss my old black G-shock. so i'm gonna stick to Casio this time. Then there were like alot of casio edifice. Range from 100-700. haha. Takkan nak amek yg mahal2 kan, mcm kesian pulak. So yeah, chose this one.

Well, that's what im using now. hehe. thanks bro! xD

Right after mustaffa, we went to mc donalds for supper.

and went back home watching xmen3

2009-06-03T14:48:00.004+08:00

i need help!

Who can help me decide which headphones to buy??

i have some in mind..

but can't decide on which one! xD

1: Sony MDR-V300

2: Sony MDR-XD200

3: Sennheiser HD201

Help me choose the better ones by dropping some suggestions and pros/cons to my tagboard.

Thank you. ((:

2009-05-15T19:07:00.009+08:00

االهمّ نوّرني بنورك وأبعدني عن نسيان برحمتك يا أرحم الراحمين

these..

was taken during the night before sorof exam.

was stressed, already passed 12am.

therefore took a few pics.

Four more papers to go!

Monday: FIQH & ENGLISH

Tuesday: TAFSIR & MATHS2

WEDNESDAY: PARTEY!! hahaha.. xD

Cant wait for june holidays! =D

2009-05-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

Class Photo Secondary 4/1 CANDID!!

cuba tengok yg kat atas hujung kanan. xD

mwahaha. xD

the song.

2009-04-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop

Or else my heart is going to pop

Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot

To be something I'm not

I'm a fool out of love

Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky

Just like a giant spotlight

The people follow the signs

And syncronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows

They got a ticket to the show

Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum

Just enjoy the show

Duh Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back

Just Enjoy The Show

2009-04-06T22:41:00.006+08:00

pheeew..

I have lots of things going on this week.

Tafsir, Quran, Nahu, Maths, English.

Have to make time for all of these subjects which i dont really think i have enough.

Saturday was sukma and it was ennui.

Last year was much more enjoyable since this year DM has changed some rules.

=.=

I was clueless on what im gonna do after the sports day..

But then, met sufi and others.

We went to jurong east's for a swim, and it was really enjoyable.

The Lazy Pool. The waves. The slides. The jacuzzi.

We're the only group that were running and shouting around there.

Some even joined us unexpectedly. xD

Around 5pm, sufi, najib, irfan and i went back by mrt.

And the trip was a short one as all of us were soundly asleep. =p

Arrived home nearly Maghrib.

Played RISK for 4 hours while watching Arsenal game.

And after all that, im worn out. And called it a day. =))

u cant deny a great holiday.

2009-03-29T07:36:00.006+08:00

About the past march holidays. =)

March holidays are coming and i have lots of activities i have in mind. But unfortunately, my parents planned to go on a family vacation to South Africa.

The first thing that came to my mind was, "of all places, why Africa?" Africa is well-known for the safaris and wild animals. And of course it must be hot over there. I was upset about the trip and even more sad that i had to leave the activities behind.

On the 13th of March, i boarded the plane to Cape Town and it took nearly 14hours to reach. With a 6 hour difference in time, it put me in a jet lag. Upon arrival, I met the tour guides, both of which were muslims named Rithwan and Salie. After meeting them, we went into the minibus and off to our motel.

Upon reaching the 4-star motel, we saw a scenery of the mountains and the beaches. The tour guide asked, "So what do you think about Africa, Danial?" I just went speechless. He then asked,"It wasn't what you think it was isn't it? Sandy paths and the scorching sun just like on the National Geographic?" I replied, "It's totally the opposite!" with my face filled with excitement. From that moment I knew I would not be filled with en nui on this trip.

On the first day of the tour, we went to Table Mountain and did some sight-seeing. The Table Mountain is one of the tourist-attraction which is well-known for it's unique shape that looks like a table.

The second day was the tour to ostrich farm and penguins. The ostrich farm was educational for me as I now know that by rearing ostriches, one can make money from the feathers, meat and even eggs. The eggs can withstand a pressure of 150KG and believe me my father did stand on one of the eggs and it did not crack a bit. Apart from that, the ostriches have eyes that are bigger then their brains and is able to see a distance of 3KM. It was a great tour to the ostrich farm but I am bored when it comes to the penguins. The penguins were so cute but they are like statues standing at the same position without moving for 20 minutes. And that was really boring.

On the third and the last day we went to Seal Colony, Cape Point, Malay Village and did some shopping at Square City. My mum and i had a slight moment which my mum and i got sea-sickness. It put me off mood knowing the tour to Seal Colony went to waste. Luckily we went to Cape Point where the two oceans; Atlantica and Indian meet. I got some postcard pictures there and the scenery was exquisite.

Lastly we went to the Malay Village to catch a glimpse of the venerable mosques then we did some shopping.

The trip came to an end after the excitement four day tour by Salie who is a solomon when it comes to the tourist spots. Leaving South Africa made me sorrowful because the place is so lovely. I wish I could stay in South Africa where the wind, scenery and atmosphere is majestic and the people there is well-mannered. This is definitely a holiday i did not regret.

=DD

when shazaa is not okay. xD

2009-03-21T09:36:00.004+08:00

When shazaa is not okay. xD

she turns out to be like this.. =p

Rockafella a a a ! to DinyaaL (:hahah yeah i just wnat to annoyed you

DinyaaL (: to Rockafella a a a !haha

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !im off already

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !wanna cycle !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !xD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !see ya !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !kiss shaheed for me !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:EWWW!

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:no way man!

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:DO IT YOURSELF.

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:dannng abg is friggin weird. and i thought i was the weird one

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !asal plak takleh cium adek sendiri ?

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !ape jek..

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !that is what we called, love..

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !:D

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:i dont want to kiss shaheed!

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:EWWW!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !=.=

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:i dont want to make love with him

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:;DD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !woit

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !tu beza seh

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !make love is different oit 1

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !ape nye kakak

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:HAHAHAH! DUDE! DIRTY MINDED SEYH.

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !waaad

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:dont think it that way lah!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !that phrase memang dirty !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:WOIT BALIK!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !not me seeh

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:STILLL MAN!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !make love

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !ape nye kakak

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:OHMYGOD ABG! APE SAJE SEYH

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:YOU CANT IGNORE THAT AND NOT TAKE IT THAT WAY

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:APEEE NYE ABG!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !kakak nak make love buat ape.

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !kakak already love what.

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !just have to show the love

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !not MAKING love

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !tsk tsk tsk

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:i want to post this up but then kan.

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:ohmygod! tsktsk.

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:XDDD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !oh mann..

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:APE NYE ABG AJAR ADIKADIK BKNBKN!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !if shaheed sees this.

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !dier confirm ketawa

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !whaat

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !im correcting the usage !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !and ure telling me ajar bukan2 ?

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !kuangasam

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !dah uhh

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !im off

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !xD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !makin lama kat sini

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:DUH! CAUSE YOU MADE ME REALIZED SO

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !i'd be stress

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:i didnt plan on thinking of anything

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:hahahahahah! SORE LOSER SORE LOSER

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !oh come on.

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:byebyebyebyebeyebyebeyebyebeyebeybeyebey!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !who MAKES love with adek beradek ?

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !k see ya !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !tell shaheed i love him !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !:D

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !and tell shaheed, u wanna MAKE LOVE WITH HIM !

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !xD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !tengok dier faham ke tak

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !xD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !hahaha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:SHUT UP LAH!

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !haha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:gogoggoggoggogoggogo

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:GAY

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !omg

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !its so freaking funny

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !xD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !make love

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !xD

DinyaaL (:Rockafella a a a !hahaha

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:OHMYGPD! kate youll go stess

Rockafella a a a !DinyaaL (:HECK MAN!

2009-03-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

pheeew..

Im worn out!

So tired..

kemas bag punye laa penaaat..

it took me like 15mins to pack my own bag. fuuuh..

and now, relaxing time.

how i wish i can go next week..

i have a lot of plans on my mind for this march holiday.

and my dad changed all my plans to this trip.

haha..

well, i hope this trip to cape town is well worth going.

to my friends out there..

im so going to miss this opportunity to reunite with u guys.

well, i hope june i dont have any plans..

and get to hang out with you guys.

and for sotong, gonna miss being crazy and chatting with you..

haha..

and for zakwan and bani, harap2 jumpe laa eh seluar yg korang nak. xD

mcm korang dah pernah pegi gitu nak kirim seluar sana.

aku pun takde idea seluar ape. xD

gonna miss night cycling.

2day sarimbun camp.

siglap's camp.

and soccer with friends.

see ya on 20th! =D

Happy holidays! =))

Milo TRYathlon!

2009-03-08T07:58:00.003+08:00

Saturday 7 march..

woke up at 3am..

went out to tampines mrt.

reached at 4am.

slept in the bus, and reached sentosa at 6am.

we started working at around 7.30am till the main event started,

which is at 10am.

so our work ended around 9.30am

it was a tiring work, but fun at the same time.

the crowd were like asking thousands of questions and we have to answer them,

and then wait for another question which in a few seconds of time.

around 9.30am, after bathing in the rain we changed to our milo shirts(jadi tak basah)

took our FREE CROCS (woo).. i took silver, azhar took grey, ameer took silver, apek took red, najeep took grey and few others took yellow and grey.

then it was do anything we want time.

haha.. what a great job it is.. we took alot of free stuffs that day..

apek ckp, kalau seluar dorang kasi, aku satu set nari bende semua free. xD

it was very fun..

the work i mean..

then around 1+, we bathe and changed to our school uniforms, and headed to school. WITH CROCS.

haha

reached school, 7 were caught by t.sam..

i managed to avoid her thanks to the 7 of them. xD

reached school, took a packet of rice and went to my class and ate. then went back in 30mins time with shaheed burgs.

it was a fun day really. xD

teeeet

2009-03-01T20:02:00.003+08:00

What a week..

Alot of tests for the past week.

Monday TILL Friday.

except for wednesday.

and now, for the second week.

Hooray!! =.=

English and IRK on Monday..

Maths and Malay on Tuesday..

Faraidh on Wednesday..

and thats it!

i hope i can do well for these upcoming test.

thats it for now. =)

the difference of me

2009-02-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

2008

2009

this is so random. xD

well, its been ages i didnt cut botak.

so yeah, did something special this year.

and here it is. =D

thanks to azhar and syafiq niwae.

cross country to ALI BABA bicycle.

2009-02-15T15:53:00.004+08:00

Hello readers!

haha..

it has been long since i update my blog.

sorry bout that..

well, im upset bout what happened to my bike, that's why..

but..

check this OUT!

MY NEW BIKE!!

woohoo!!

k don't laugh.

i know it looks like "ali-baba" punye basikal.

but, this bike is one hell fun/smooth bike.

it came from 2 generations,

my dad's friend,

my dad,

and now, ME!

well, i need to brush up my skills with this new bike of mine. xD

yelaa, dulu cross country, sekarang "race" bike maah.

haha..

thats all anyway. =D

2009-02-04T21:56:00.003+08:00

MY BIKE, STOLEN!

On 04/02/2009 at 1945hrs, I had parked my bicycle along tampines ave 4, near tampines mall, starbucks. On the same day at 2115hrs,

I was about to retrieve my bicycle however I discovered that it was missing.

I made a search for it but to no avail.

My bicycle is a blue color GT Avalanche 3.0 bicycle.

I had owned the bicycle for the past 7 years.

This is the first time such incident happened.

thats what i got from the police officer.

im gonna miss my bike so much. ='(

a good book.

2009-01-25T19:40:00.004+08:00

This book cost $3.50 =D

Tasnim, Qiok, Telor and I,

Checked the title of the book.

And it happens to be one of the best titles to us.

You can get this book at kandahar st near masjid Sultan.

Quran has the answers..

2009-01-24T08:47:00.004+08:00

JANGAN MENGELUH....

Kita selalu bertanya...dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya...

KITA BERTANYA: KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

QURAN MENJAWAB

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan,"Kami telah beriman."("I am full of faith to Allah")sedangkan mereka tidak diuji?Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."

-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KITA BERTANYA: KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

QURAN MENJAWAB

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."

-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KITA BERTANYA: KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

QURAN MENJAWAB

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya,"

-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

KITA BERTANYA: KENAPA RASA FRUST?

QURAN MENJAWAB

"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah. dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati,padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."

-Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

KITA BERTANYA: BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

QURAN MENJAWAB
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembhyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk."

-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KITA BERTANYA: APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI?

QURAN MENJAWAB

"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min,diri,harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka... ?

-Surah At-Taubat ayat 111

KITA BERTANYA: KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

QURAN MENJAWAB

'Cukuplah Allah bagiku,tidak ada Tuhan selain dariNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."

-Surah At-Taubat ayat 129

KITA BERKATA: AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!!!!

QURAN MENJAWAB
"......dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir."
-Surah Yusuf ayat 12

Cinta yg berkekalan..

2009-01-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

Cintakan Bunga..

Bunga akan layu..

Cintakan manusia..

Manusia akan mati..

Cintakan Allah..

Kekal selamanya..

It's Never too late to change. =)

Suka vs Cinta

2009-01-20T21:07:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.

Pada topic hari ini saya akan memperbezakan antara cinta dan suka. =)

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang.

Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga.

Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku.

Jikalau kita melihat mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata.

Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu.

Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta.

Tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis.

Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan membuat dia gembira.

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata.

Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga.

Jadi, jikalau kita berhenti menyukai seseorang yang kita suka. Umpama kita membuang telinga kita. Tapi jika kita cuba menutup mata. Cinta berbuah menjadi airmata. Setiap orang akan mengalami ini dalam hidup mereka.

Cuma fikirkanlah bersama-sama siapa yang anda cinta.

2009-01-19T18:44:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Kyria for helping me with my new blog skin.

BERMATAE itu HARAM

2009-01-16T22:40:00.006+08:00

Bermatae itu HARAM

Pernah seketika dulu saya rasa saya tak berguna..

Masa dalam kelas kawan-kawan semua tak suka..

Saya nak 'join', kawan kata saya menyibuk..

Ada pula yang kate saya kuat emo..

Sikit-sikit nak marah..

Padahal sebenarnye saya nak tegur mereka buat bising masa belajar..

Lepas tu saya cuba buat lawak

kononnya nak tarik perhatian orang lain

saya paling gembira bila ada orang gelak bila dengar lawak saya

terutamanya pelajar-pelajar perempuan..

Budak-budak lelaki semua kata saya 'mat capub'(cari publisiti)..

tapi saya tak kesah..

asalkan ada yang terhibur..

Tapi saya tetap merasakan kekosongan..

Memang lumrah manusia..

Seoarang lelaki akan tertarik kepada wanita

Macam itulah yang saya rasa..

Saya tengok kawan-kawan dah ada yang 'couple'..

Di dorm sms awek sampai pagi..

ada yang call awek sampai satu malam boleh habis 10 ringgit..

Saya mula berfikir..

"Adakah aku perlu BERCINTA?"

Dengan menggunakan akal seorang pelajar tingkatan 4 itu..

saya pun mula menanam tekad untuk ber'couple'..

Dan masa itulah saya kenal awak..

saya rase saya dah jumpa orang yang paling penting dalam hidup saya..

Mula-mula awak jual mahal..

Tapi saya tak kisah..nak beli gak..

akhirnya, dipendekkan cerita..

saya pun mulalah BERCINTA..

Masa bercinta,memang saya sangat-sangat bersemangat

Apa orang kata..'ALL OUT'lah..

haha..

Saya selalu call awak,awak pun selalu call saya..

'gayut' malam-malam..kadang-kadang saya pun habis RM10 satu malam..

Tetapi segala PENGORBANAN yg dilakukan masa ber'couple' tu..

Tidak terasa pun kehilangannya..

Mase bercinta memang indah..

Semuanya indah..

Sikit-sikit gurau-gurau

Sikit-sikit gelak-gelak

kalau merajuk men pujuk2..

kalau 'birthday' kita sambut sama-sama..

Untuk diri ini,terasa amat bahagia..

Sebab masa itulah terasa diri ini dihargai..

Saya pernah terikir..

Biarlah kawan-kawan saya tu pandang saya semacam,

kata saya macam-macam..

Asalkan awak memahami saya..

Satu hari saya dengar ceramah..

Alhamdulillah..

Dalam ceramah tu saya sedar,saya banyak buat dosa

dan saya kena brubah..

Hidup saya mesti selari dengan Islam..

Saya kena jadi baik..

Sebab memang itu fitrah manusia..menginginakan kebaikan..

semua orang nak masuk syurga kan?

Sejak dari saat itu saya mula rapatkan diri dengan masjid..

Rapatkan diri dengan Al-Quran..

Selalu solat jemaah awal waktu..

Selalu dengar tazkirah..

Saya beli terjemahan Quran, sebab nak tadabbur Quran

Saya beli dua, satu untuk saya, satu untuk awak,

Saya taknak jadi baik seorang diri..

jadi saya ajak awak sekali..

Saya ajak awak baca Al-Quran..

saya kejut awk bangun subuh..(calling)

saya ajak awak saling beri tazkirah..

Mula-mula awak terkejut dengan perubahan saya..

Awak ingat saya dah nak jadi alim, nak brenti couple.

Saya kata,kita bukan buat benda yang salah..

bercinta kerana Allah..

Kita couple tak macam orang lain..

Orang lain couple 'jiwang-jiwang' je..

ade yang siap wat mksiat lg..

pegang-pegang tangan dan macam-macam lagi..

Tapi kita couple baik-baik..

Jaga batas-batas syara'..

Tak guna ayat jiwang-jiwang

janji taknak jumpa, takut berlaku maksiat..

cuma sms dan call je..

Dan awk terima perubahan saya itu..

Saya pun banyak nasihat awak..

Awk pun terima..

Walaupun kadang-kadang awak merajuk sebab teguran saya tu

Tapi saya faham, perubahan memerlukan masa..

Dan akhirnya saya rasa..

Hubungan kita semakin diredahai..

Saya salu doa supaya kita akan kekal sampai ke gerbang perkahwinan..

Dalam proses perubahan saya,

Saya mula menyedari bahawa berdakwah itu wajib..

Kita kena menyampaikan kepada orang tentang kebenaran.

Kalau kita tidak berdakwah..

kita akan dipertanggungjawabkan oleh Allah di akhirat kelak.

sesuai dgn firmanNya dlm surah Al-A'raf,

surah ke 7,ayat ke 164:

Dan (ingatlah) ketika suatu umat di
antara mereka berkata: "Mengapa kamu
menasihati kaum yang Allah akan
membinasakan mereka atau mengazab mereka
dengan azab yang amat keras?" Mereka
menjawab: "Agar kami mempunyai alasan
(pelepas tanggung jawab) kepada Tuhanmu,
dan supaya mereka bertakwa".

Lepas tu saya mulalah beri tazkirah pada kawan-kawan dan adik-adik

Tegur mereka apa sahaja yang silap..

Saya tak boleh tahan bila tengok orang buat salah/dose..

Saya mesti nak tegur.

Selemah2 iman tegur dengan hati, oleh sebab saya nak jadi orang kuat iman..

Ape lagi..tegur je la depan-depan..huhu~~

Lepas tu, satu masa..

saya terbaca pasal couple..

"COUPLE HARAM"

Saya tak percaya..

tapi bila baca detail-detail yang dia bagi..

macam betul pulak..

huhu~~

tapi biasala..

kalau kita suka satu benda tu..

kita tetap akan cari alasan untuk 'membenarkan' pendapat kita..

Saya pun buat tak tahu pasal benda tu..

dan teruskan saja hubungan kita..

kita tak buat maksiat..

Kita jalan-jalan pegang tangan..

tak jiwang-jiwang..

Cuma saling ambil berat..

Tanya khabar..

Borak-borak..

Siap bagi tzkirah lagi..

Apa yang haramnya dengan benda ni?

Tak kisahlah..

Masa terus berlalu...

Masa ni dah nak dekat Trial SPM..

lagi tiga minggu sebelum trial..

dalam masa tu, saya memang rajin study dengan kawan..

buat study group

Pada masa yang sama, bagi tazkirah..

Ada yang terima..

ada juga yang buat tak tahu

Kadang-kadang bila tegur..

saya kena marah pula..

macam-macamlah alasannya

ada kata saya tegur tak berhikmah..

ada yang kata saya menunjuk-nunjuk je..

Tapi tak kisah..

saya ada tempat mengadu..

huhu~~

Suatu masa..

ketika sedang mentadabbur Al-Quran seorang diri..

saya terjumpa ayat ini..

Mengapa kamu suruh orang lain
(mengerjakan) kebajikan, sedang kamu
melupakan diri (kewajiban) mu sendiri,
padahal kamu membaca Al Kitab (Taurat)?
Maka tidakkah kamu berfikir?

(Al-Baqarah, ayat 44)

Saya pun terfikir..

"Selama ini aku asyik tegur orang je.

Tapi aku sendiri masih banyak kekurangan,

Cepat marah, suka buang masa,

ade gak dosa-dosa yang masih dilakukan..

Macam mana ya?"

Lepas tu terjumpa pula ayat ini..

Dan janganlah kamu campur adukkan yang
hak dengan yang batil dan janganlah kamu
sembunyikan yang hak itu, sedang kamu
mengetahui.

(Al-Baqarah ayat 42)

Tiba-tiba saya terfikir satu keritikan kawan..

"Alah kau tu..cakap je berapi..gaya alim,tapi couple gak..sama aje kau

dengan kami..tegur orang konon.."

Berfikir sejenak..

Sebenarnye ber'couple' ni boleh ke tidak?

Adakah selama ini saya hanya menganggap ia boleh?

Habis tu, kenapa saya rasa malu bila mak dan ayah

tahu saya selalu berhubung dengan perempuan?

Dan terkadang saya rasa serba salah?

Macam-macam yang saya fikir..

Dipendekkan cerita lagi sekali..

saya ke Pulau Pinang untuk mengikuti satu seminar dkwh..

Saya harap dengan seminar ni kefahaman saya mengenai dakwah akan lebih mantap..

Dalam perjalanan ke seminar tu..

saya masih sms lagi dengan awak dalam bas..

sempat lagi pesan-pesan supaya jangan lupa baca Al-Quran hari ini, solat awal waktu..

Dalam fikiran saya..

"Ni kira dakwah juga..saling ingat-mengingati.."

******

Majlis malam itu berakhir dengan sesi ta'aruf,

pukul 10 semua orang dah bebas untuk aktiviti sendiri

Lagipun kami semua penat..

takkan nak panjang-panjangkan program sampai tengah malam..

pihak penganjur pun faham..

Tiba-tiba saya tergerak hati untuk bertanya dengan fasilitator yang ada di situ..

Saya rasa inilah masa terbaik untuk tanya pendapat dia tentang couple.

Tapi saya tragak-agak..

"Kalaulah betul couple tu salah..habis tu,nak

buat macam mana? Aku kena clash ke?

Alah,buat apa fikir macam tu..tanya je la. Kalau

tak buat salah, apa nak ditakutkan?"

Lalu saya menghampiri 'Brother' fasilitator tu..

Masa tu dia tengah membelek-belek terjemahan Al-Qurannya seorang diri.

"Assalamualaikum, bang, saya nak tanya sikit

boleh?"

"Em,boleh..duduklah. Nta nak tanya apa?"

"Er..macam ni,sebelum saya terlibat dengan dakwah ni, saya ada kenal seorang

kawan ni, perempuan la. Tapi bukanla setakat kawan biasa..rapat gak la. Bukan rapat biasa,tapi rapatla.."

"Bercinta ke?"

Saya malu nak cakap yang saya couple. Nanti apa pula brother tu kate..mesti dia marah nnt. Saya pun angguk. Lepas tu saya tanya..

"Sebenarnya..couple ni boleh ke tak bang?"

"Akhi, memang fitrah manusia, lelaki akan tertarik kepada perempuan, begitu juga perempuan akan tertarik kepada lelaki. Tapi dalam Islam, perasaan itu perlu dikawal dan ada batasnya. Pergaulan perlu dijaga. Allah firman dalam surah Al-Isra', surah ke 17, dalam ayat yg ke 32:

Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina; sesungguhnya zina itu adalah suatu perbuatan yang keji dan suatu jalan yang buruk."

"Tapi bang,saya tak nampak pun yang kami ni menghampiri zina. Niat kami baik. Saya dah cuba sedaya upaya mengawal perhubungan kami. Sms pun takdelah jiwang-jiwang, selalu bagi tazkirah lagi. Kami selang-selang bagi, hari ni saya, esok dia."

Saya tak mahu mengalah.

"Memang betul niat nta baik. Tapi ingat, niat tak pernah menghalalkan cara. Yang batil tetap sahaja batil, yang haq tetap haq. Cuba tengok ayat ni."

Sambil brother tu bukak Al-Quran dia, dan tunjuk pada saya ayat ini:

Dan (juga) kaum Ad dan Tsamud, dan sungguh telah nyata bagi kamu (kehancuran mereka) dari (puing-puing) tempat tinggal mereka. Dan setan menjadikan mereka memandang baik
perbuatan-perbuatan mereka, lalu ia menghalangi mereka dari jalan (Allah), sedangkan mereka adalah orang-orang yang berpandangan tajam.

(Surah Al-Anakabut,Surah 29, ayat 38)

"Akhi, kalau nta paham ayat ni, sebenarnya apa yang berlaku pada nta ialah, setan telah buat nta pandang indah benda buruk yang nta lakukan. Walaupun nta berpandangan tajam, maksudnya nta berilmu tinggi. Memang pada mulanya niat nta baik, tapi ingat, syaitan itu sangat licik. Dia akan sedaya upaya buat nta terjerumus ke dalam kemaksiatan. Lagipun, takkanlah sepanjang masa nta sms dengan dia, nta ingat Allah. Mesti ada masanya nta hanya melayan perasaan dengan dia, kan?"

Betul juga katanya. Lepas tu saya kata, "Tapi bang, saya dah janji dengan dia taknak jumpa lg. Sebab saya tahu kalau berjumpa nanti banyak bahayanya. Dan dia pun setuju. Kami sama-sama menjaga diri. Takkanlah ia boleh membawa kepada zina juga bang?"

"Em, betul, nta dah janji taknak jumpa dengan dia lagi. Nta dah dapat

elakkan zina mata, zina tangan, zina kaki. kalau nta janji taknak call die pula, nta dapat elak zina telinga dan zina lidah. Tapi akh..masih ada zina yang tetap nta tak dapat elak apabila bercouple.."

"Zina hati?" Saya menduga.

"Betul, zina hati. Semua inilah yang Rasulullah jelaskan dalam hadithnya tentang bagaimana menghampiri zina tu. Nta boleh 'check' dalam Riyadahus Solihin, bawah bab larangan melihat wanita. Rasulullah bersabda, mata boleh berzina dgn melihat, lidah boleh berzina dengan bercakap, tangan boleh berzina dengan berpegangan. Kaki boleh berzina dengan berjalan ke arah tempat maksiat. Hati pula boleh berzina dgn merindui, mengingati dan membayangi si dia. Hakikatnye, macam mana pun nta buat, nta tetap tak dapat lari daripada zina hati."

Saya terdiam..kelu. Tak tahu apa nak dikata. Semua yang brother tu kata tiada yang salahnya. Kemudian dia sambung..

"Ana dulu pun couple gak. Lagi lama daripada nta. Sejak sekolah sampai dah masuk U, dekat nak gred. Tapi bila ana sedar apa yang ana buat ni salah, ana trus tinggalkan. Ana siap dah fikir, dialah bakal isteri ana, yang akan jadi ibu kepada anak-anak ana. Kalau nak diikutkan lagi besar masalah ana daripada nta."

"Saya risau la bang. Nanti apa kawan-kawan dia kata. Dulu saya selalu minta tolong mereka untuk rapat dengan dia. Mesti nanti mereka semua tak puas hati dengan saya. Dan dia sendiri pula, saya takut apa-apa akan jadi pada dia kalau dia tak dapat terima keputusan ni. Sebab kami dah rapat sgt."

Masa tu saya dah mula sebak. Malu betul. Menangis depan brother tu cerita pasal benda ni. Nasib baik tak ada org lain masa tu. Brother tu jwb..

"Kalau kawan-kawan dia tak puas hati pun, mereka boleh buat apa? Paling teruk pun, mereka akan mengata di belakang nta. Nta tak kurang sikit pun. Lagipun, dalam berdakwah ni, kita nak cari redha Allah, biarlah orang nak kata apa-apa sekali pun, yang penting redha Allah. Kalau Allah tak redha, semuanya dah tak bermakna lagi."

Saya trdiam lagi.

"Pasal die pula, cube nta fikir dari sudut positif, mungkin dia akan terima keputusan nta scara matang. Mungkin dia juga akan buat keputusan untuk tidak lagi bercouple. Ana yakin, die takkan buat apa-apa perkara bodoh. Kalau die buat sekalipun, itu bukan tagguungjawab nta, apa yang nta nak buat tu betul, meninggalkan maksiat. Semua orang akan tanggung balasan atas perbuatannya sndiri."

Saya dah tak dapat tahan lagi. Masa itu saya menangis, saya dah sdar yang saya kena berhenti couple. Dah jelas sekarang, couple tu haram.

"Jadi apa saya nak buat bang?"

"Ana dulu, hantar satu sms je kat dia. Ana terangkan pada dia hubungan yang dibina itu salah. Minta maaf, kita berakhir di sini. Tolong jangan cari saya lagi. Lepas itu ana terus tukar nombor. Ana tak hubungi dia langsung lepas tu."

"Maksudnya, saya tak boleh hubungi dia lagi ke? Tapi bang, saya ade juga kawan perempuan lain, boleh pula saya hubungi mereka?"

"Dengan dia ni lain. Nta dah pernah ada 'sejarah' dengan dia. Tapi, kalau nanti ditaqdirkan nta satu universiti dengan dia, satu kuliah, lepas tu kena pula buat group discussion, masa tu nta hanya layan dia hanya sebagai group discussion partner."

Tiba-tiba saya terfikir..

"Dia ni nak suruh aku clash malam ni gak ke? Sekarang gak? Takkanlah awal sangat?"

Saya cakap..

"Saya rasa saya belum ade kekuatan la bang. Boleh tak saya tunggu sampai saya ada kekuatan, baru saya tiggalkan benda ni?"

Saya ingat nak lari la. Lalu dia jawab..

"Akh, nta kena ingat. Kekuatan itu tidak boleh ditunggu, tapi ia perlu dibina. Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sehingga kaum itu mengubah keadaannya sendiri. Nta boleh rujuk surah Ar-Ra'du,surah ke-13,ayat 11. Lagipun, nta nak tuggu sampai bila baru nak tinggalkan couple ni..abang-abang fasilitator ni pun ramai yang pernah couple, bila masuk dakwah, mereka tiggalkan."

Alamak...tak boleh lari lagilah nampaknye..saya rasa macam brother ni paksa saya clash masa tu juga.

"Semuanya dah jelas rasanya..Nampaknya saya kena tiggalkanla benda ni gak ye. Macam tak larat rasanya nak tekan button handphone ni. Rasa tak sanggup."

"Kalau tak sanggup mari ana tolong tekankan."

"Eh, tak apalah bang. Biar saya taip sendiri."

Teragak-agak saya nak taip masa tu. Tapi saya gagahkn juga diri..

"Semuanya dah jelas..buat apa aku tangguh-tangguh lagi. Takut nanti hidayah ni Allah tarik, susah pula nak tinggalkan. Kan aku selalu doa supaya dijauhkan dari maksiat..jadi rasanya, inilah masanya.."

Lalu perlahan-lahan saya taip sms tu..

"Assalamualaikum..Sebenarnya selama ini hubungan kita salah di sisi Islam. Saya ingat dengan mengubah cara pergaulan kita, ia dah dibolehkan, tapi sebenarnya ia tetap berdosa. Saya harap awak akan istiqamah meneruskan perubahan yang awak dah buat, kerana Allah. Saya minta maaf atas segala yang dah berlaku. Kalau ada jodoh insya-Allah, akan bertemu juga. Assalamualaikum.."

Berat betul nak hantar sms tu kat awk. Saya masih tak mampu nak ucap selamat tiggal. Sebab tu dalam sms tu saya hanya akhirkan dengan ucapan salam. Lepas beberapa ketika..saya tekan juga button [send].

Lepas tu tertera di skrin..

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Masa tu saya rasa macam separuh hidup saya dah hilang. Macam tak percaya..saya dah hantar 1 sms, dan clash dengan awak..

"Terima kasih bang.."

"Takpe, dah tanggungjawab.."

Malam tu saya saya tidur dengan linangan air mata..tak sangka..mmg tak disangka..Saya memang tak pernah terfikir untuk clash, tapi itulah yang terbaik untuk kita sbenarnya..

Tiba-tiba saya teringat ayat Allah..surah Al-Baqarah,ayat 216..

Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

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Masa terus berlalu.. Saya terus sibukkan diri dengan kerja-kerja lain. Dalam usaha nak lupekan awk, bukan senang,tapi saya terus cuba. Saya selalu bagi tazkirah, ingatkan orang.

Saya bagi ta'lim di msjid, terangkan pada orang, couple haram, tunjuk segala dalil.. Macam-macam yang berlaku..ada kritikan..ade gk yg stuju..tapi tak kisahlah semua tu..

Tiba-tiba satu pagi ni, dapat sms daripada awak..awak bagi gambar bunga..bawah tu ada ayat..

"Seindah gubahan pertama.."

Saya rasa awak masih tak dapat lupakan saya. Saya pun fikir.."Kena tegaskan rasanya". Lepas tu saya hantarlah sms ni. Dan rasanya itulah yg terakhir..

"Tiada yang lebih indah daripada mendapat keredahaan ilahi..seindah manapun gubahan pertama tu, selagi tak mendapat keredahaanNya, tetap tiada gunanya..

Assalamualaikum..saya tahu, dulu saya cakap, kalau ada jodoh, insya-Allah akan bertemu juga. Tapi saya taknak awak tunggu. Lupakan saya. Biar Allah yang menentukan..Lagi satu,

Jangan cari cinta manusia,

ia penuh dengan penipuan,

kekecewaan,

dan tak kekal..

Tapi carilah cinta Allah..

tiada penipuan,

tidakkan pernah mengecewakan

itulah cinta abadi..

Cinta yang diredahai..

-Yang Terakhir- "

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Saya dah buat keputusan.

Saya pasti apa yang saya buat ni betul.

Saya yakin, Allah akan sediakan yang terbaik untuk saya.

Saya takkan berpatah balik..

Takkan..buat selama-lamanya..

2008-12-21T23:09:00.004+08:00

Ketika kebosannan telah melanda..

Bosanlah seseorang yg membuat org bosan yg lagi membosankn orang yg bosan yg lagi2lah berada dalam kebosanan agung...
Maka boring lah orang itu yg telah memang sedia boring yg jelas keboringan itulah punca muka yg teramatlah boring lagy memborin kn..
Tetapi setelah mendak datang memendakkan suasana yang mendak maka kemendakan itulah memendakkan jiwa raga yg sedia mendak.
Oleh itu, diadakan pembukaan sekolah pada 2jan! whee!